When I learned to create videos I put all of me into them. I used the videos as a way to tell a narrative journey of my heart. Gods love involves for every soul a journey of heroic proportions. And while it may require for some a change of geography, for every soul it means a journey of the heart. Making these videos is an attempt to take you on a journey of my heart and share with you what God grace looks like in real life. I believe that He is wooing us through flat tires, bounced checks and rained out picnics but I am here and on my elliesmile youtube channel sharing a story about who He is after being kidnapped, sexually abused from my own father, my battle with bone cancer and the worst kind of betrayal. I am here to share about a love that has brought me healing in all ways!